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I havnt written in a while, mostly because I have nothing of substance to say. I feel like this blog has become a place where all I do is complain, and that wasnt my original intent at all. And really, I dont have much to say. I dont do anything, besides count the days until i go home. Really. Every morning I wake up and think to myself, I absolutely DO NOT want to get out of bed. But I do. i vaccuum. (Thats such an akward word to write) I read, play, change shitty diapers and think about home. I eat dinner, and think about home. I go to bed thinking about home. I think that the amount of time I spend thinking about home is unhealthy...

I have to apply to college in a month, and im so nervous. A major reason im not going to college in the fall is because I was too overwhelemed to apply. But now, I have to do it anyway, and its harder because i dont have the school people to help.

Im an idiot.